05/12/2010

Inspired

This has me completely inspired:
http://www.kalebnation.com/blog/2010/12/04/things-i-have-learned-as-an-author/

I've never read his books but I have been subscribed to his blog for years. I guess he's my inspiration. He was teenage writer and now he's a published author.

Honestly, I want writing to be my full time career. I want it to be my north, south, east and west. I want it to be my working week and sunday rest. I want it to be my sun, my moon, my stars and sky. I want it to always be on my mind and in my dreams.

If this is passion, I feel it. I feel it in my heart and I feel in my blood. I feel it in every muscle and limb. I feel it in my eyes. I want to gorge them out and put them back in, just so I can write the experience.

I want to forget about everything, everyone. I want to forget what day it is, what date it is. I want to forget to eat, forget to shower, forget to socialise. Forget about being cold or warm. I want to forget basic human needs, just so I can write for the rest of my life.

I don't care about tomorrow or yesterday. I don't care about beauty, or art or anything visual. I don't need my eyes to see. Because in writing, there is nothing to see but mere words on a page.

This is what my life will be, someday. Writing is what I love and someday, it's all I'll ever need.

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