The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

'On My Own' - Les Miserables. I really love that song at the minute.

I start working in a coffee shop tomorrow, as a dishwasher. I found out on Tuesday and since then I've gone over about a million different 'worst case' scenarios. Par exemple:

- Walking in and tripping over my own feet
- Walking in, not sure, goes to the till and says "Hey, I'm supposed to start working here today'. They look at me and are like, "Wtf, no. Go away."
- Not going at all.

I need to dry my hair and I'm getting a headache. Gonna take some Kalms around ten, hope they help me sleep a little tonight. I'm honestly so nervous. But I want to do this.

Good Lord, I want this.