false promises, empty truths and no excuses

i wish people could just say no. end of.

these pretty things and these silly sods make me want to rip my nerves out and make them into a pretty picture i wouldn't feel

i suppose the title says it all.

i don't know anymore. i suppose i never did. i wish there was just one moment in my life recently where i couldn't feel anything about it. people's body language, eye movement and they way they speak are just too much for me at the minute. and i'm not completely sure why. one minute, i'm as right as rain, the next... ugh. 

i'll never understand that phrase; rain isn't right. it's wet and cold. 

i wouldn't mind another month off. i wouldn't mind being antisocial for a while. might even do me some good. if this wasn't a hypothetical case.

Why can't they just say no?

I'm sick of their excuses

And their lies, although

I can't tell them 

To just say no.

Wonderful

Today was a pretty good day. All I felt like doing was smiling :). School was grand but I suppose it's gonna get harder.

I'm hungry and I need to dry my hair.

To be completely honest, I'm happy to be back at school. I really missed seeing everyone everyday. 

But why is it, when I slag gingers, they are always behind me?