The Midnight Nerd

• I'm typing this on my iPod due to lack of security on my laptop
• I'm typing this in bullet points as I am too lazy and tired to think in full pargraphs
• It's not actually midnight. It was an hour and fifty four minutes ago
• i'm one of those people that is content with their own company. I don't need people to make me happy
• sing me a little from phantom of the opera and you'll have touched my heart
• hand me a video game and you wont see me until its finished
• i reckon lifes too short to fuck about too much. Read a little, play a little and get where you want to be in life and then you can indulge
• quote from the bible and you'll have impressed me
• i'm simple. I only ever need the games money can buy to keep me happy
• proffessor layton x ace attorney <3 i want a 3ds now.
• i have been on my bed for the past six hours talking to a white machine with dual screens
• anime is my guilty pleasure

i reckon i've over indulged writinv this blog. I guess its just coz im soo happy!! xD

Mercy

..."and wonder when the choices got made  we don’t remember making."

-The Choosing, Liz Lochhead

I don't mean to blog so much.

But, honestly looking back; I realize, I don't recognize you anymore.

Who are you? Are you pretending? Why? I miss you. Please. What happened? Can we start again? You made me what I am and you can't leave me like this. Please. Christ have mercy.

Maybe

Maybe is like one hundred words, condensed into one.

Seven Days.

Seven ways to hold desire

Seven days for it to end in fire.

Seven times you said goodbye

Seven words, the perfect lie.

Seven seas I could have drowned you in,

Seven of those deadly sins.

Seven outcomes of the dice,

Seven times I took a slice.

Seven screams and seven sighs

Seven disasters in my eyes.

Seven wasted prayers from thou holy book,

Seven minutes was all it took.

Seven ways to a break a soul,

Seven days, and I lost control.

I'm no poet but there's no harm in trying.

Be all that you dreamed

In school, about a week ago, we were told to have a plan A, plan B and plan C.

Plan A - What I will do if I get back into school for sixth form
Plan B - What I will do if I don't get the GSCE's I wanted to do for A-Level
Plan C - I don't want to come back to school/I don't get enough GSCE's to get back into school

I think I've decided.

Plan A - I'm going to English Literature, RE, Art and maybe something else. And maybe go to a night class.
Plan B - I'll go to tech and do Beauty Therapy, or Art and Design.
Plan C - Same as above.

It'll be grand.

Right now, I want to be a make-up artist. But more than anything in the world, I want to be a writer. However, there is little money in both of those careers. So I'll guess I'll be an English teacher, if I get my plan A.