“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.”

I have more respect for things that are typed or written onto a page because I'm not a social person.

Tomorrow is 2010. It's a new year, but it's still tomorrow. My sanity stands in tomorrow because if knew there would be no tomorrow, I probably would have a mental breakdown. I don't want to change just because its a new year. I hate change. Why can't I take this moment and stretch it so it lasts just a second longer? I know this year is going to hurt and there isn't anything I can do about that. That's life isn't it. Tomorrow's a new day and for all I know, 2010 could be our last.

New Year's resolution; finish writing a book.

merry christmas

A frightened virgin teenage girl

Receives a message that defies the laws of this world

All she can do is weep and nod

She's to bring into this world the son of God

God's angels sound their trumpets

And blow their horns

Tonight the long awaited savior is to be born

The goodness bound by Satan it has been torn

With this baby's precious brow ready for thorns

A star appears fufilling ancient prophecy

There's an ounce of fear as wise men follow faithfully

The virgin Mary brings forth the human savior

And this future king sleeps soundly in the manger

Soundly in the manger

God's angels sound their trumpets

And blow their horns

Tonight the long awaited savior is to be born

The goodness bound by Satan it has been torn

With this baby's precious brow ready for thorns

Tonight he is born so one day he can die

To heal hearts that are torn and live the perfect life

So he can hang upon a cross and we can take His life

So we can live as sinners

And he can pay the price

Tonight he is born so one day he can die

But he will rise again

God's angels sound their trumpets

And blow their horns

Tonight the long awaited savior is to be born

The goodness bound by Satan it has been torn

With this baby's precious brow ready for thorns

This is who I really am

Today is my birthday and I feel like I've never been happier.

Time

Aha, it's my birthday tomorrow. I really don't know what to think. I mean, sure I'm too young to start worrying about my age, but really. There is a more likely chance of you getting stabbed in the back by some deranged murderer than you dying of old age, or sorry no, cardiac failure or brain death. When I look at all the people that die of anything other than 'old age', it really makes me think that I should be surprised that I'm still alive.

Though, I mean death can't be all bad. So what, all the cells and organisms that keep you thinking and breathing kind of just stop and 'terminate' themselves for no apparent reason. Maybe they just got tired.

I really love mythology and paganism at the minute. Honestly, it is so much more interesting than Christianity or Judaism or Hinduism or Islamism. I mean, pagans all got on relatively well with each other and sure they practiced human sacrifice, but it's what they believed. Christians go to church and eat bread and drink wine together, as part of their beliefs. Muslims liked to fight against Christians in their crusades.

I'm not going to fit into a religion. Maybe the Texan KFC religion or Dumbledore's Army, but that's about it.

Ahahah, just some things (:

Nice :D

Helena Bonham Carter :)

DAVID TENNANT :D

JOHNNY DEPP :D

SNAPE :D

BOWIE :D

I'm sorry that I don't live up to your expectations.

Photography is not my forte.

i wanna be there for you, be someone you can come to

why is it, when i need someone the most, they aren't there?

why is it, when i tell that someone anything, they just don't care?

i'm trying not to be self absorbed anymore, but its just so hard.

especially now.

things are changing and nothing is forever.

love isn't forever. love is a waste of time and you just end up hurt in the end. you don't get any stronger from hurting. you just build up walls to immunize yourself from being hurt that way again. but love is like the flu, it changes each time and no matter how many walls you build, it will just tear you apart again.

i know that now.

sometimes goodbye is a second chance

things are changing. i can feel it like you can feel water in humid air. i don't want to hurt anymore.

it's just better off this way

i dont need this any more.